還是會主動放棄自由

「即使給你百分百的自由，你還是會主動放棄其中部份自由。我希望這種矛盾是沒有答案的，人生之所以真實，是因為我們總是矛盾的，有時希望自己一個人，有時希望身邊多一點人。...真正的智慧是，你明白到一些事情，本身沒有絕對的答案，因為問題本身就是答案。懂得問問題的人，其實找不找得到答案都沒有所謂。」——林夕

Probably one of the most calming moment when I read this. Be free and be happy. Be so very true to yourself even if it hurts. Struggling always. Shifting between both ends. Upset by every possibility but getting high at the same time. If I ever feel alive, it is here and now. Hey dear, I'll try my best to accept every single details of you even if they contradict. I love the way it is because I feel the same.