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又到了討厭自己某部份性格的時期。好多野做但要遊刃有餘，時間不夠用但不忙亂。逐樣逐樣完成，盡力做好。永遠不能完美的事情，還是要有自信。勇敢不是不害怕，是害怕時也繼續做下去。呢啲時刻先係真正的挑戰：我有多強壯，有多了解自己的能力，以致於能知道什麼時候該做什麼。那些覺得已克服的缺點，是不是真的改好了呢？加油加油。

別國的朋友來了，好開心呀。非常懷念那時一起吃早餐，擠地鐵回家的日子。還有那張lazy couch。從前的好時光，其實真是filter過－－不都是艱難地走過來的嗎。看著我最愛的一對戀人，就已經替你們感到快樂。算是看著你們經歷了那些問題，然後終於可以歲月靜好地過日子。don't we try so hard to be with somebody and think that we will thus always be happy. but no,we don't and nobody can. stop watching too much idol drama and having too much weird expectation. we are finding somebody to go though things together, a person who are not gonna leave when we throw a tantrum. and i just cant help smiling when we talk about all these. how can i be so lucky to have a friend like you. to grow together is a blessing. and oh you both make me so looking forward to what's ahead.

i am recharged and here we go. holy april, you arent going to beat me. no way.

現在已經不再歇斯底里。無論心情如何，還是要對自己負責任。這是神奇的感覺，想被了解就整理那些無以名狀的情緒，然後訓練自己好好說話。想被看見，就走出去讓人看見。想自閉，就坐在家裡一言不發，讀讀書寫寫字。就是不要覺得心有靈犀是了解，不要覺得感覺與情緒大Ｘ晒。想做咩就做咩，不要扭扭擰擰，不要口是心非。兜兜轉轉活了廿年，也不就是把從前口裡說得漂亮的口號與理念，實踐出來。無論如何，做啦。接著神奇的事情發生了。